I am jehovah's witnesses . what i do for her ?

I am hearing impaired who live in INDIA Also I am one of Jehovah’s witnesses.. I ask you tht I wnt to marry one girl whose name is Al , she is stubborn but she is only my friend . She encourge me tht not to be rash marriage . She should be tak care of her parent and focus her religious .. Her religious of Jehovah's witness is my religion in same .. She emailed me in some times when her busy a lot in her office as team leader . I send her many emails too much .. She learns American sign language for the deaf and me to be new friend and her goal to be sign interpeter in the her religion 's meeting . i wnt to marry her in my goal but how to get her in love way before marriage future .. i was mistake to sent her " I LOVE YOU " by sms and email and otherwise ecard .. she made herself silence of my saying . She told me to must be friend only but not darling nor flirt nor marriage .. we are single forever .. ok because she have not brother in her family and she provides money for my family and young sister . I wish i would be gift which is living golden fishes for her . what will she feeling of my gift ? pl explain me dtels to understand with her in the future . WHAT I DO FOR HER ? PL HELP ME TO GET THE BEST PROVIDE FOR HER ..