Me mates????

wa shall i do bout me mates? they seem as tho they h8 me, but it's only wen ther all 2geva, no1 will say enythin when ther on ther own to me. its coz they tink im a slag n tha, coz i luvd this guy n we slept togeva which i now wish i neva dun, an he had a gf, which i know wa rong, but i luvd him so much, he broke my hart at xmas last year. now they recon i broke my m8 n her bf up, so i could go out wid im, wich i neva, an i had a relationship wi a girl and her bf, she new like, and liked it, but when i didnt wanna be like tha anymore she was like, dont leae him, and then became pissed off wid me coz she let me be wid him. so me mates ated me then,c oz they were breaken up coz of wha she decided, and said it was my fault. an now theyre all bein nasty n tha, n i dunno wa to do, help me please? an i kow use prob think the same as them, but its now completely my fault, its bits n pices of others.